Firstly, as much as I try to deny it - I am a competitive person. I don't know why I hid that... all my life I swallowed it as I played board games or relays. I even get bent out of shape when a kid beats me at something. I feel myself going into this 30 second blackout zone... I know I am shouting something... be it at my teammates or to the breeze.. and I come out of it thinking "What just happened? What did I shout?" I got someone out at second base last night during my kickball game. I cheered so hard I had to tell him it wasn't personal... I just never get anyone out before.
Secondly... I am not as bad of a sports woman as I thought I was or made myself out to be. I guess I assumed that - because I am bigger - I suck at sports. But when I focus I can actually bring home the bacon. Whatever that may mean.
Must go shower.
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