That still doesn't put the cream in the cupcake

I'm sorry if I liked you. I'm sorry if I paid attention to you. I'm sorry if ran my hand lovingly through your thick back hair. I'm sorry if I made you think what you said was important. I'm sorry I sucked on the crease of your neck. I'm sorry if I stashed you dirty little messages and revealed colors and textures and words. I'm sorry I lifted and spread an let you ruin my high.